too late, i already have. I fell in love somewhere in between. I couldn't stop it and i didn't want to. He's the most handsome man in the world. His name is Zach. we've been dating for five months and i know that's only the beginning. He's gone right now in texas for basic training in the air force. he's been gone a while now. he's called twice. i've gotten three letters so far. as of this point my life is amazing.

i'm 18, young, and in high school. i graduate in may. the love of my life comes home in july. soon after that i'll be getting married. i'm going to college in june. i'll have the most amazing man in the world to come home to everyday after we get married.

my life used to be so meaningless. i felt as if it had no point. i wrote poetry to feel like i had a purpose. i'd write what i felt. even though most of it wasn't true. now i don't have to pretend. if i'm not the happiest person in the world i'm pretty close up there in the top ten i'm sure.

i know what it feels like to be alone. i've spent my entire life alone. and now that i finally have a chance at life i'm taking it. thanks to everyone who was there for me when i was alone. till next time, jennie.